thizasian asked: your blogs are good. why did you stop?
thank you, i just got back on today.
i don’t understand i really don’t. you’re here cheating on your gf that you’ve been persuing for the past couple of months and you just throw that all away when somehting new comes along? i know its none of my buisness but when you’re off hurting one of my good friends like that i’m going to make it my buisniess. “What she doesn’t know, won’t hurt her” what kind of logic is that?! i believe karma is a fuckin’ bitch and you’re going to get what you deserve. if you don’t tell her soon you, you know i fuckin will.
Well last night was a success. Couple friends and I went to a party which was alright. Stupid me volunteered to be the driver of the night which was fine until someone threw up on the side of my car. The night for me ended around 3 but I couldn’t sleep, so I went on texting her just to piss her off but to my dismay she had just left a party. I had completely forgotten that she was out living her life too.
See you Friday tiff.
Anonymous asked: What is you ideal girlfriend?
someone who can laugh at the simpilest things and yet be serious when time allows it. i would love for that person to make an effort in the relationship. someone who will not be affraid to make a fool of themselves as long as they’re having their time of their life.
ideal girlfriend? someone that would love me as much as i love them.
annoyance
i hate it when they don’t understand. i know that i’m supposed to be this perfect person but honestly no one is. and its frusturating being around such negative people. is it really worth is to be friends with that person when all they ever do is talk shit about other people? its annoying when they get angry at the simplest thing, at least apperciate all the things i do for you instead of looking at all the things i’m unable to do for you because in all honestly i try, and when i can’t i do feel like crap from not being able to help you. don’t think that i wouldn’t drop what i’m doing to help you, because i would fly across the country to help you in your time of need, but when i make a comitment to someone else before, than you should understand that i’m going to live up to the promise. i’m not a saint and i’m not saying i am but please understand that you are not my number one priority. and if you are angry at me than i’m sorry for making you so worked up. don’t expect me to wait by the phone for you to call because my life does not revolve around you, and when i do take out my time to call you back even if its the next day or the next week, just know i did make an effort to get in contact with you. and if i knew i was going to get bitched at for calling late than you must be fckn crazy for thinking that i didn’t try.
on a brighter note…
i’m going back to Wellington next weekend. hmm…i think i’ll pay a visit to lollicup.
Love…
Things change so quickly. I have no idea who’s going to be a recurring character and who’s just a guest star for one episode, love is fascinating. Wishing for it, pining for it, and the anger that comes when you lose it. I used to think that I could figure out some pattern to love, like if you don’t text a girl back for a half hour, she’ll like you more. But there is no pattern. Absolutely nothing is predictable in love or in life.
Anonymous
There are so many anonymous questions that I don’t even attempt to answer them. And they ALL have to do with her. -___-
The Victim
I need to stop setting myself as the victim when in actuality it’s just as much fault as hers. I’m always putting the blame one her it’s always easier to blame someone else than realize you might be the one at fault. I could sit here and tell you all the reasons to blame her for our breakup but should I? No. I victimize myself not thinking that I’m just as much to blame.
Mixed signals
We had a past I know and yet here we are talking as if nothing ever happened. We stay up almost every night now just talking and yet there’s nothing going on between us. I know it has been months since we talked like this but please don’t waste my time if nothing between us is never going to happen. I just need to know.
RIP Huan
You fought a long and exhausting battle. The day you left will forever be remembered, you meant the world to many people and I’m thankful to have met such an amazing person in my lifetime. From what I have heard you were incredibly happy and looked to the brighter side of things. Something everyone in this world should admire. Even with the short time you had with us just know you made the biggest impact on everyones life. You served a purpose to show what real happiness is like and just to stay strong when the whole world is bringing you down because there will ALWAYS be something indescribable in the end that will put a smile on your face. Rest in peace Huan, you will forever and always be in our hearts.
